First time she drowned
oh the blue sky Blue ocean..., We've been doing something right?! Aren't we? I'm a bit surprised and I would hate myself all my life if I'm not doing anything. But I am. I don't really have something to make me cry except it is something big and important in my life. You get me wrong it's more than things. It is super complicated. No one would never understand until u tell me the same or u have same story.., Yes it is something cruel. The most craziest thing that I would hate forever. I'm pretty sure as a normal heart full of love and peace you would never ever do something bad to someone who doesn't even know that much about life.. Or just a few months landed on the world. It feels so painful but It wasn't happen on me. I feel so bad, no none make me wanna write in this blog than this feeling right now. I wanna shout out and clear all of shit but it's impossible cz I know it would make things worse. But it's s
